Monday, 13 August 2012

Letter to the Past.

If I were to write a letter to my 10 year 's younger self...



Dear My 10-Year Old Self,

I hope you will continue to work hard for your studies and everything will be fine if you keep it up.
Reaching Secondary 3, you probably will meet the girl you like.
I hope you could make the right decision because I didn't have the courage to even confront her...
But through her, you will be exposed to something big. Your music world will change to the next level.
This new discovery is the best gift you would probably receive from her...indirectly.

After your Secondary School, you will be progressing well in life, getting into a good course for your score.
Stay through and pull through it.
Do Not Give Up.
Even though everyday might be a torment to you, you must persevere.
Trust me, steering from this path will make you regret it.
If you are treading on this path, you will eventually meet a girl by the name of 雪夕.
She will be the one who will give you all the love you need...probably (laugh)
She loves you a lot and both of you will be linked together with a bond like Twins.
Although she might be busy later in her life unlike the beginning, she still loves you a lot.
Try not to stay up too late even though its pretty much inevitable, but try to sleep early will you? Haha...
Hope you find your true happiness.


Yours Truly,
℘you ℊoh
明天要交画了。。交画罢了,没有课!
这几天我都把自己困在电脑里。。。对身体不好吧。。但我又没什么心情想出去。。。
出去也不动要去那里。。。做什么。。。或许是我以前一游行已经走够了吧。
学业成绩好像不是很好。。。虽然我觉得自己画画不错,朋友也认为。。。但是成绩竟然很不理想。。。

啊。。。如果没有读书了。。。我该做什么呢。。。
我只希望自己能够好好的过生活。。。
整理多一下就准备去睡了。。

Sunday, 12 August 2012

8月12日に投稿したなう



头发感觉蛮不错的。。。好想摸。。(笑)


对了。。。最近我想起了一部很久很久的动画。。。是关于机器人和徽章的。。。我还记得以前觉得超好看的。。。但是就是想不起来戏名。。。很难找以前的那些动画啊。。。就像那个星球船长的一样。。。到现在还是找不到。

Found some excuse and skipped work today...
I've been feeling that I'm so irresponsible to do this...but I just have a feel of resentment of going...
Would I still be like this when I grow up?
I have to work in the future right? How terrible if I would be like this when I grow up...
I'm worried...perhaps there really is problem in my life...

Anyway, I've spent the night time, instead of working, to finish the FDS structure drawing cutout.
Planning to meet with group mates tomorrow to do work but because its so hard to communicate properly...I think there wouldn't be any meetup tomorrow..
Well now I got some money on hand, I feel like eating Ramen again  ( ̄ ρ ̄)

I think I'm living my life pretty horribly now...staying up til so late...almost everyday...
School's work... although I've been attending lesson regularly now...I think my grades are quite horrible...
I don't know should I do...


Ah....
If only I could have you by my side like a casual friend...
Going out together...buying things for you when I could...
Loving you...
Life would be suffice for me...

Thursday, 9 August 2012

虚无主义




Only during my dark period then will I know how to appreciate songs like this...
Particulary... Para:noir's music.
Maybe its because I share a nihilistic view as well.

In a sense, I feel that they shouldn't disband...
I feel their theme could go far in making songs.
Perhaps if 茜 played 真。女神転生III-NOCTURNE, he could even carry things further?
Because theres the Assembly of Nihilo in the game.

Although nihilism is the utmost negative views to life...
I wonder how many people could understand it.

8月9日に投稿したなう

今天是国庆日。。。待会儿没读书。。。
就在家。。。一样的度过。。。
每一天。。。都是这样子。。。
也要从基础班毕业了。。。所开始亲近的那些朋友都要离开了。。。
看来未来会更暗沉了。。
没关系,因为我总能回到这里这个角落。。。歇息。

仔细看着人们来来往往。。。
就会发现最终还是只有你自己是最真实。

等待。。。等待。。。一个礼拜 , 三个礼拜 ,一个月 ,两个月半。。。。半年?
时间只会慢慢的瓦解之间的一切,然后再重复着。。
其他的人就没关系。。。不见也没关系。。。但是你就不一样。。。
啊。。。总是有着很折磨得感觉。。。

就等吧。。。除了这样我也不知道自己还能做些什么。。。
我只知道我爱你。。。

Monday, 6 August 2012


Sakuya。。。Sakuya。。。
好きです。。。
Peace can only be found amidst the chaos.
That's where probably, that I've hit my limit.
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Sunday, 5 August 2012

納涼夏祭
















听说。。。会有个花火大会呢。。。
在山上看烟火。。。
好漂亮。。 ✯
无论怎样。。。都会好漂亮的。。(ー◡ ー)

就像一直以来那样地。。。去吧。。




BGM : 『好き』という言葉 - 菅原紗由理

Thursday, 2 August 2012

8月2日に投稿したなう

今天也很忙。。。好累。。。
但是我还没做星期一需要用到的PowerPoint!
不知道为什么就是定不下心去做。。。还玩了点游戏。。。
啊。。。心情不是很好。。。
应该是因为累了。。。今晚也要早点睡才行。

Wednesday, 1 August 2012

音源

不知道为什么,音乐播放器就是要有问题!
因为当那时妹妹说过听不到我的部落格音乐时。。。我就一直很在意这问题了。
因此我用了Internet Explorer 来测试我的网站。。。果然音乐器是有问题。。。
为什么呢?真的搞不懂为什么上载在Wretch的音乐mp3不能好好的通过Mixpod播放出来。。。为什么为什么???
没办法,我只好换个新的上载音乐的地方。
现在用了kiwi6当音源,我希望大家能听到我所播放的音乐。
可能,第一次或许不能马上听到音乐,要等一下。。。但最好就是你们能听得到。

8月1日に投稿したなう

Theres so much thing to be done... (¬ _ ¬)
Powerpoint slides....essays...pamphlets....wire sculpture skinning....area model making...and theres presentation tomorrow. Need to go to CMPB for medical issues again because I've missed the whole medical checkup thing for around 3 times already... oh god...
Luckily theres still no punishment for me and thats quite a relief. I just have to go there a.s.a.p., which is this coming Thursday...
Even though theres a lot to be done...somehow I will get the energy that I could complete them in no time.
Time is always enough but the problem just lies with us and our desire to play other stuffs.
Nobody wants life to be too easy isn't it?...

When those classmates that don't know me know about my cut-off point, almost every first time they will be quite shock...haha.
Anyway, I will need to sleep early today.

Ah~ its August already... ain't it fast...?



Tuesday, 31 July 2012

最浪漫的星座

第一名: 双鱼座

双鱼座是十二星座中最浪漫的星座,约会场所一定挑在黄昏的海边,你生日时会给你温柔的拥抱,还不忘献上一束美丽的花,总之,他有花招百出的浪漫点子,习惯了海底的丰富多彩炫烂多姿,习惯了海水中自由自在的游弋,一颗单纯的心追求的是浪漫清纯,一生只能生活在梦的幻想中,有谁会比双鱼人更浪漫也更不幸?



十二星座平常如何表现他爱你呢?



双鱼座:

大把的鲜花示爱是他们最拿手的绝活,除此之外他们可是随时随地无时无刻的示爱呢!



哈哈哈~ ~ ~ !!没错没错。。。呵呵。
活在梦的幻想中。。。吗。。。


妹妹呀。。。。妹。。。

Saturday, 28 July 2012

在裁缝店打工感觉蛮不错的耶。。。还蛮想试试的呢!
啊。。。突然想起以前在拉面打工的日子。。。
现在我觉得那个时期都相当美好。。。
尤其是最早的那个老板,很活泼又很搞笑的 哈哈~
他是日本人而且当我跟他聊起视觉系的东西时,他说他知道Malice Mizer 和 GACKT!!
我因该在过去有提起过。
他的人真的很好呢!以前我没在那做了,带表哥去那里品尝拉面时,他还非常好心的问我,‘要吃拉面吗?’。
当时我有点紧张所以就告诉他说不要。
记得那天是我的生日呢!

比起那个一风堂拉面的老板,我当时那个店的老板真的好很多。。。很有人情味!
你知道那间店的格言是什么吗?就是 HAPPY, 开心~ 哈哈哈哈。
所以每次老板看到我都会用英文问我,‘Are you Happy?’
哈~

下次带妹妹去那里吃拉面吧!
妹妹。。。我很想你呀! >____<

Friday, 27 July 2012

我不知道大家能不能听到我部落格的音乐而这对我来说是很大的问题。
因为音乐是很重要的。。。
很奇怪,为什么我听到但别人却会听不到呢?
以前我用那个一条的音乐播放器大家听得到吗?

啊。。。或许要找妹妹帮我做试验了 ~_~
妹妹。。你昨晚回来后又让我现在更想你了呀。。。
快来我的身边。。。。妹妹。。。