好远。。。是有可能永远都碰不到的距离。。

但这才让人感到真实。。

因为最想要的东西，往往都是很难得到的。

目标也相同。

但问题就在于。。。

在这美妙的环境下。。。就陶醉在内。。。

宁静地独赏这美丽的夜晚吧~ ☾

GACKT -【Until the last day】

To celebrate for the new GACKT 's theme.


p.s. : As you can see there are still some problems with my custom header, I will try to settle it a.s.a.p. ...


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Woah... I've been meddling with my custom header for the whole day... and this is pretty much the best I could do...
The black lines have been removed and it seems much more neater now doesn't it?
Can't find any help today, guess I will make do with this then~
Tomorrow is Friday! Woot~
But its also the most tiring day of the week... lessons from 8am to 6pm....
Time happen to past quickly as well..

And instead of becoming Yumehito in Merry Go Round (laugh) , I just found out that Ippudo is hiring!
Ramen again...haha. But this time its the No. 1 Ramen!
Eating ramen is so good for our skin and complexion and its my favourite food!
I can't wait to taste their ramen ~ Q~
The pay is pretty high too, heard from the lady its around $7.5 and  $8.5 during weekend!
Guess I will rush down this weekend for an interview~

I need lots of money $$$ ~

GACKT 's Tamaly Bar

来过这里吗？

GACKT 的室内风格我真的非常喜欢！简直是我的风格呢！

这间房间好像也是我初次来到。。。可能来过了。。但是今天我才发现这里有个厨师的日记！

装满了美事的记录！哇。。。我饿了啦。。妹妹煮给我吃 XP

日记的网站在这里！

http://gackt.com/chefblog/

我也想要有他那样的城堡 哈哈~

我觉得自己除了要读书，还需要去打工了。
就找星期六和日的吧~
嗯，明天没课我就出去找吧。
很快的，一个礼拜就要过去了~

看到自己所听过的音乐。。。我的部落格真的充满了很多很多的。。。
糟糕找不到字来形容。
它就如我的世界一样，虽然不是全部，但真的有很多我的情感在里头。
我喜欢的东西啊。。。音乐。。几乎所有关于我的东西，如果你一直读。。。你就能了解我这个人吧？
如果把所有的文章，加照片，印成一本书，一定很厚也很贵吧？ （笑）
当然！我的故事还很长！很长。。。很长的。



来临的这个礼拜。。。一定很艰难。。。
我好像是最多东西没完成的。。。老师好像也没什么管的。
想到明天要早起。。。希望我能起得来。。。
我觉得若再跳过一课就完蛋了。。。
只好去睡了。

黃義達 - 那女孩對我說 @ HK Apple Shop

看到他，我突然觉得自己突然得到了力量。
让我去做想要做的事情的力量。
‘想做就去做！快动手！’
这样的讯息。。。
嗯，现在学业没有处理得很好。。。但我会尽量去做的。。。
想去社团学吉他，我也会去找然后加入的！
我不想再耗时间了。。



p.s. ：这首歌我能唱哦。。。哈哈 ^ ^

今日の俺写メ

全黑的造型。。。

我觉得很好看！

如果能跟妹妹一起出门。。。一定很棒对吧？

哈哈~

妹妹一定也会很开心对吧！ ^w^

（好~   想~   抱 ~  你~ ）

对不起妹妹。。。每次都是我闹变扭让你伤心。

妹妹我爱你。

你永远都是我的。。。 ♥

Naruto Shippuden Ending 14 - Utakata Hanabi

And a thought strikes me today...
How I hope all those messages could still be with me... I really want them back!
Because of a crappy phone, I've lost so many important things with it!

I could still remember them...

I don't have the mood to do anything...
So many work to do, and I need to go CMPB tomorrow to make another health checkup appointment.
Skipped morning classes, no appetite to eat, every bad things I can think of are happening on me.
Just because of loving a person so much...
This is what I've exhanged for... nothing.
I'm always the one who is waiting...

I really can't find any meaning in life now...
Perhaps a loss of memories will then save me? (laugh)
To live life all over again...
What am I saying?

I think I'm ruined by you...
I can't restore to my former self anymore.
I can't live my life without you anymore...
But you are not.
Even when I'm not around... you can still live your life normally, for you are not alone.

Everything's bleak.
I can't find happiness in life.

Its a very painful process...
Will these become beautiful memories in the future as well?...

Roots of the King

Paris Night

When you doubt the path trod thus far, when the hand you held is lost to you, gaze anew at the heart that once was... for all the answers are within.

Words I want to convey are always there...in a corner that you didn't notice...

Words that came from my heart, yet I couldn't say to you.

Living without a purpose...

Yea, I know I wanted to go Japan before I die though..hahaha.

But is that the only reason? I doubt that would be suffice.

I don't know...

In the distant past...I once thought that I'm the best.

What I'm doing is definitely going to be smooth and great.

It kinda feels like I'm going to be the center point of everything.

Even though it seems like I don't have any goal at that time...

I am living happily...probably better than now.

Days when I'm still living in my own world I guess...

I'm not really sure whether where I'm going now is the right place...but nonetheless, I'm going to be pushing forward.

Maybe I can't accomplish anything and I will be living my whole life in vain.

Having nothing in my hands...

But,

 I do have precious memories with me...

To me, they are the most wonderful things that I have.

It shows the traces that I once exists.

I think it's time for me now to sit quietly in a corner ...

Alice Nine 「閃光」

Sometimes...things happen as quick as a flash...
In a moment you might have found that you have lost everything...
Be it a moment of impulse or anything,
Pray that the decision you make, wouldn't make you regret it later in life...

Many times... I've always seem to be better at doing things alone.
When others watching me, I can't seem to carry out things well.
Probably I'm better off living alone...


Have I strengthened my resolve to do this?
There might be no turning back anymore...
I will get some sleep while thinking then...

深愛／水樹奈々

This song and its music video is pretty epic.
I really love the place so much...its really breathtaking for me...

Love, is a source of many things...

Open the rainy music first, turning the video volume slightly down.
Quickly open the Roxas video and listen...
Listen to both at once...impressive isn't it?

看见你的简讯。。。我竟然变得更加生气。。。
我现在还睡不着都是因为你。。

让我好想抓狂了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

每次都这样，每次都这样不懂我的感受的！
真的是 气死我 了！！！！！！！！！！！！

沙我。。。我觉得在这里的他很好看。

最近看他 LIVE 时，发现他的眼睛周围的部位好像不是很好。

应该是熬夜吧？

希望他会好好的照顾啦~

我也好想要有自己这样的 Header 照片。