安全感

现在想到要去新学校，心里一直还有着 ＇怕，怕，怕 ＇的感觉。
上学就很想快点放学。。

只有跟妹妹讲话，听妹妹的意见，才会让我感到安心。。
我要牵着妹妹的手走下去。
虽然我对我的未来还有所害怕，但我会带着妹妹的鼓励来面对。
我也希望我的鼓励能让妹妹觉得安心 ~ * U *

如果真的能跟妹妹上学，一起读就最好了。。
我只需要妹妹，一个了解我的人在我身边就够了。。这样会很贪心吗。。


我也不想妹妹老是听哥哥的诉苦。。。想让妹妹听开心的事。。
O ＿＿＿ O
但我人生就是这样子。。。希望妹妹不会嫌弃。


P.S. : 我的学校没有我要的音乐团课外活动，糟糕，没团组了，美梦泡汤了 x-x
         My new school don't have any jrock band as CCA for me to join,
         my sweet dream is ruined x-x

最近要上学了， 每次回来家里都觉得很累。。。
就在早早， 我只想躺一下， 但一躺就差不多快３个小时！？
幸好不是马上到明天早上呢 ( : O

~就这样。。。日子过着～

Is studying the only way to go in Singapore?
I'm really worried life will just be like this for me...
After studying my polytechnic, hotel & leisure facilities management, go army and then work after coming out from army...
Well, I went to Resort World Singapore today, the hotels are all quite beautiful...thinking of taking photos but my  handphone 's battery is going low, so I can't take any.
Well, I still don't feel so happy going school, even though its a little better than first day.
I really hope I can play Japanese musics as a Jrock band , but I think my current school don't have any....so I join the Japanese cosplay, culture & manga CCA instead.

How I wish, I could have someone who will go through the same life with me...same school and course with me forever, can share my woe especially like this period...
But, I don't.
All I have now is my sister's support to go on everyday...

我好讨厌今天开学。。。我好像很难跟别人勾通。。。
今天跟我班的人突然走散，但我也不想跟他们一起啦。。。
就在厕所和少人的熟食中心两边徘徊。。。听着妹妹那两首镜音的歌。。。
还真不想回去学校呢。。。但明天又要去。。。到这么晚才能回家。。。
但妹妹。。。当我看到你的简讯时是超级开心的。。。真的很谢谢你。。。（抱）

妹妹，我好紧张喔。。。明天要去新的环境。。。让我抱住你睡吧。。。明天考试加有哦！

The Everlasting Beauty

I love to walk alone at these places at this time...so peaceful....hah....

School starts officially tomorrow... Work Hard!!  ~ 3 ~

Thinking carefully now, I can only make friends with people on the surface, when it comes deeper, it is not possible at all.
This is the real answer to anybody...I only see things that is real in front of my eyes.
No more faking or bluffing myself.

the GazettE Tokyo Dome 1

Wow the intro music...it sounds like Lucifer Call 's music !

Fuck, I have gone astray again...well who cares.
Anyway, I'm sick and tired of all these things that I will eventually gone through in life.
What going to NS, study, then work & die later...life is just so fucking boring!
I hate how this world is now...everything just sucks...just decompose already.
If end of the world is going to happen next year, I will not feel sad or anything, it is just a finally rest in peace for me.

I hate myself for not able to speak for myself...whenever this happens, I feel that I'm so useless sometimes.
Furthermore, such an extremely careless accident occurs today while I'm working...hope he has deleted all those images....ew.

The GazettE - VORTEX PV

Watch it before it is deleted people!!

My blog's top 3 country visitors :
1 - Singapore
2 - Taiwan
3 - United States

Thanks everyone from these countries!!
Other country's people, come often to be promoted!

P.S. : Thank you sister, for visiting often.



我的部落格，前三名来探望的国家 ：
1 - 新加坡
2 - 台湾
3 - 美国


谢谢大家的支持，起它国家若要上榜就要更常来！

P.S. : 我知道妹妹是台湾代表，谢谢咯 ^o^

昨天晚上睡觉时，我抱着皮卡丘一起睡。。。而我一直感受到妹妹还在哭，很心痛。。
妹妹。。。你不要离开我哦。。。我也不会离开你了。

我开门咯。。。进来，跟我一起吧。
不要伤心。。我很迟钝。。。到了不久我才发现我所说的那些话会让你这么伤心。。。我很想收回那些话。。
我不会让你独自承受那些悲伤的，我们一起承担。

我们就一起走下去吧~

Dolly - 時の列車

I wanted to put this song as my blog music now, but because its the GazettE theme, I don't think I should put it.

Anyway...like this song title, I want to take a time train and travel forever in the train back and forth in this world....never ending.

Anything is futile, the scar will be there forever.

the GazettE new look : VORTEX

the GazettE new look for their latest single ''VORTEX''.

My hair shape now is quite like a shorter version of this, but I like it a lot.

The problem is, I still don't know if my hair sides to the left or right...ugh....its been so long and I still don't know which side look the best for me.

I can and I will only fight on my own now, no one can really enter my world . . . no one..
I will become stronger.