Tuesday, 7 April 2026




今天想到做一个介绍歌曲的概念视频

就像以前印象中的那种音乐流行榜节目

特别介绍新歌的那一种环节

开始只介绍一首歌


需要配一些专业的文案草稿来念

试用AI来写

然后录一集这样的新影片


但现在一点推进的动力也没了(笑)

记这吧

今天听了邹沛沛的《迷人的坏种》一整天。。。

太好听了

沛沛的音乐还是太可以了

真的超爱她的声线



 


这 AI 世代还真添加了太多学习的东西

制片方面的不说,很多什么规划,策划方面,都有 AI 能用

感觉我没太激进的去学习,就落后了不少

大概略懂有这些东西的存在。。。

但其实也无需给自己压力,随着感觉去学就行

需要用到的自然也会接触到



如 Perplexity,早前看到了介绍,但目前想用的动力又没了


嗯。。。

腰部好多了,回复正常了

还要继续加强体格才行

理想是把自己拉到70KG


要加油,健康,开心~





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After clearing on the 2nd playthrough

Entering the third, I've realised something

I'll be choosing different answers and paths from the same questions


Because to experience different results and outcomes, in this case, endings

I'm sort of feeling quite something on this change in options from ourselves

It comes naturally like, yeah of course, why bother experiencing the same thing again

So, is this like one of the core human aspect that is being reflected


We would want to experience different things if possible

Unless its a non-repeatable situations

Which then really comes down to each's own definite choice


The confidence that exudes by simply choosing the other answers and not even bothered

by the negativity....can be honed through experiences that one had already gone through before

Or a simply heck care attitude

Well at least for me its the first one


Choosing what we usually wouldn't without hesitation.....

Perhaps those unfriendly and hard to understand choices people make

Just stems from one's already experienced before consciousness

So they chose to react in ways one might find it hard to comprehend


Perhaps something like that

Some thoughts....


Thursday, 19 March 2026

Mandala System



How far we've come....

Its been a beautiful journey

Though even now, things are still not quite yet complete

Another playthrough would be neccesary to enjoy the Cannon Vengeance Mode

Total of 5 playthroughs if one were to aim for 100% completion

I would say, this upgraded edition of V is truly an enjoyment






If there are people possessing the rights to create worlds

I would say its the game developers of such themselves

The highest form of art, one may perceive

Even music, architecture, are all just part of it


Looking at the credit rolls....the number of people involved just to deliver this game

Similar to other huge title games

Its alot











The characters' behaviour, speech, reactions, thoughts....

All are so well enacted and beautifuly expressed

Voice acting are perfect for all the characters in English


As always, the concepts, reasons and decisions, are all very relatable

Perhaps relatable is not quite the word....

But I find sense in them







If not for my sprained back from today's gym

I would be in a much better state writing more deep discussions

Think I'll have to forgo some exercise next time to prevent this injury ever again

Its really dreadful....

Gotta find an alternatives to weighted squats.....lessons to be learnt



About the Mandala system

I believe this isn't the first time I'm hearing it

Its mentioned by Lucifer in SMT III too I believe

Seeing him again, in a more glorious form feels good

Though I would say his Boss Fight is so much easier compared to other superbosses


Interestingly plausible concept about the universe, or multiverse don't you think

Amala Network, a system similar I believes....or the same


Whats truly important, is the ability to balance values and power

And also holding all of the spiritual key aspects

Probably it will just comes out naturally for those who possesses them


Saturday, 14 March 2026

Tarot





不久前又找到了一个新的,很大的,还没什么人因为没完全开放的

隐秘地区

如果能把脚车弄上去真爽了,有好长的骑车道

夜晚的灯光也特别美丽

然后还几乎一个人都没有




 





不知有人觉得熟悉吗

呵,没错就是我制作的一些影片

现在在 KTV 里,线下也能看到我的作品了

时隔一年,发现我更多的作品被 KTV 采纳了

感觉还不错







再来就是今天的主题了

塔罗牌

我发现这些东西在某方面,还蛮棘手的

因为这些东西可以为人带方向,也就是左右个人的思绪以及选择

有点麻烦

但是当然,这要看。。。情况

对于一些完全毫无头绪,感悟力极差,完全没方向的

也许这种东西就能指引一些方向


但对我来说,我发现它们的 ‘魔力’ 有点非凡

牵扯到不少东西,是挺麻烦解释跟介绍的东西

但是身为收藏家的话,那就完全没问题

我突然买的这一套黑金色塔罗牌真的很好看


估计我已经到了,脱离这类掌控的范围了

沉迷在内,应该不太可能,会让我感到不舒服

因为要让我思绪被强行影响,或主宰是不太可能

我也不想接受的事

只能说因人而异吧



再来我也从中发现了现代卡牌的起源,也就是人们玩的那些 黑桃 JQK 的由来

原来是从塔罗牌改变过来的

蛮有趣的一点

当然因,真女神,或 女神异闻录 系列的游戏,就更能接触到这一类的东西

很明显,创作游戏的人的启发都来自于哪里


对于世界树的认知,Kabbalah, 还有基本构造也经过人类与时间的打磨

或许有一些分解

但我本人看的话,其实基本结构还是相当明了

然后也从中发现一些类似以前的秘密教会,也是因这些知识而产生出来的产物


比如现在的 Freemasons, 共濟會

什么我不知道的奇怪杂谈除外,我发现它们的宗旨还蛮踏实的

就是相信有个类似创造主的存在,然后不断的进步自己,类似的吧

这肯定比什么基督教的 亞當與夏娃 这种故事还实际一些


许多事物应该在长年累月都已经遭到篡改

真假真的需要凭个人的常识以及思想来断定了


看看现在世界在打战的国家都已得知

有些事情能有多扯,有多么的瞎掰,多么的小丑

也能当 ‘领袖’


但我依旧那句话,我什么好处跟钱也没占到

不想花大量的心思去想或烦这些人事物


只是我还是很清楚的能分辨,真实的对与错何分



啊好累,尽量把思绪丢出来整理了,快速的

因为我想回去玩游戏了(笑)


Sunday, 1 March 2026

The Vastness

 



Its been a while

Been juggling between two games to play

Warhammer 40K & SMT V


So far its really all been great experiences

SMT V especially....brought me a lot to think about


Keeping the fact that this game was already out for some years

When playing it, I'm amazed at the graphics, gameplay and smoothness

For it to be so top notch....

I find this game is so optimized for the system, its incredible work

Feeling the dedication and hardworks being put in by the creating team of this game


0 Lag and not running on SSD, with all these amazing skills animation, huge world map.....

Its unbelievable

I can see why people acknowledging and claiming it as one of the best JRPG example of the time


Comparing it to SMT III,

SMT V has really surpassed its predecessor

In all aspects currently


SMT III would be more confined and linear compared to V

Though its a really comfortable kind of balanced linearity with side quests options

SMT III 's world map certainly opens up some degree of vastness for me back in the past

But SMT V is so much more up the notch, with the characters running around the map in 3D models even

Instead of the old pointer model, though that is being used in a small nostalgic way as well in V

This upgrade is crazy enough for me


Right now, if my mind is occupied with troubled thoughts

I would find it hard to enjoy this game

As I need to brace myself to fully immerse in this big world of SMT V

Its really like going on an adventure, which I would need to be in a great state of mind to dive in and truly enjoy








I won't be spoiling much for people that are yet to play

I am still in the midst of it too, in which I'm totally not in a rush to complete it

Really just want to savour and enjoy every bit of this game

The game level developments are so nicely paced as well

Gameplay toughness and all are really well done and balanced

So much more quests.....though in the big picture, theres still some form of linearity

But the scope and size of it all, is just so much greater than before








I'm really glad I've dived back to this series masterpiece

Like I mentioned previously

Playing this game is really like going on a cyber travel adventure

Its better to be prepared








How nostalgic....the Amala Drum

SMT III laid down great foundations and concepts for the future to soar even higher.....

Theres so much beauty in the game that I did not capture

Even the soundtracks for maps and boss fights are amazing.....

Hope I could pull up some more energy to create something for it


I still need to further improve myself


Friday, 6 February 2026

 


原本感觉还行

但今天锻炼时竟然伤了我的腰

直到后面弄完,才慢慢感觉到


目前就尽量加快恢复速度

做些伸展,涂药,贴布






当然我相当满意目前重量的进展

槓鈴深蹲已经可以提超过70KG

超出我的63KG体重

我是觉得满意了


只是目前想增大脚踝

基本上是基因骨头的关系比较大

但增加脚踝周围的肌肉也行,挺有难度的感觉


主要我也是要进一步学习最正确的槓鈴深蹲方式

以免以后再受伤








前阵子与一些同事吃的韩国烧烤

好像第一次,蛮不错吃的

只是也不是很便宜

但有人帮忙烤,也太舒服了

感谢有大厨请客










希望一切都会是最好的安排


Thursday, 22 January 2026

Kabbalah

 

https://www.walkingkabbalah.com/kabbalah-tree-of-life-sephirot/


The Tree of Life

生命之树

有人告诉我说。。。记住。。。这姿态

这就是 生命之树 萨菲罗特,全宇宙最高的真理,绝对的真理


包含的是创造主的十种质点

读了后,我感觉有点震撼。。。。

不知道为什么。。。。

好像这一切都很贴切


人类该继承的质点。。。

太完美了

有兴趣的。。。可以点进去图片网址试读


或者可以用相关的关键词在网上搜索。。。。适合你的语文来阅读,跟了解



I have Nothing but Praises for these....

Be blessed......The Sefirot


Saturday, 10 January 2026

Rebirth

 


没错,它重生了

我的新电脑回归了~

目前真的非常满意,所有的机能都大大的提升

如果有更多钱,当然就是换一张 1TB 容量的 SSD

外加 Nvidia 5060 的显示卡吧

那就真的是台野兽了


但目前 2080 跟我之前的相比已经算大提升了

之前的电脑伴随着我那么多年。。。。让我创作了那么多作品

很感激了


DefinePC 真的是我在新加坡买电脑的首选

人员很靠谱,会帮我推荐适合我预算,最好的东西

还帮我连日赶工送过来

非常感谢


当然这些都已经过些日子了

因为新年后当我开始发影片时,就已经收到了








Been looking around at Steam games recently

Just bought DOOM (2016) to play recently

Kinda like my substitute for House of The Dead shooter games cravings

Unfortunately I couldn't get the TeknoParrot to work previously so I couldn't play

those HOTD games

Not feeling it to try again on my new PC

Probably able to now


Saw SMT V on discount and I'm really tempted to buy

Though, I wonder if I still have that young curious vigor to enjoy exploring the whole game world

It really feels like these new games are made for the young generations of explorers


For me, playing SMT III while its released in my vigorous gaming days (laugh)

Is really worthwhile and satisfying

Time consuming but its enjoyment

Definitely fun experience needed



I mean, could push myself back to playing

Just takes up more time, and I think recording the gameplay as my channel content is a thing


Theres so many games...

Where Wind Meets is tempting too, but the game size seems huge, and the thought of

me being stuck online, obsessed in gaming, seems kinda uninviting now


But its all a matter of self-control and arrangement

Theres also Warhammer 40K game, PERSONA 5, on discount

Steam....

Imagine able to earn so much as a distributor, so much easier than creating those AAA games itself








Happy CNY soon

Hope I get richer this year, so many things I wanna do with money (laugh)

I mean, who doesn't....


Oh well